Inc. Exp.

I'm not sure what I want to do with my life and I'm unfortunately approaching that point in my life where I need to make a decision on what it is going to be. First off, I hate making decisions. I used to go to Blockbuster and not be able to pick a movie because I would actually feel kind of bad for the other movies that I didn't pick...

So if you love what you do then you don't work a day in your life, right? I truly enjoy fitness and probably my favorite feeling in the world is making people better. On my track team I have the best start, and I convinced this nerdy kid that enjoys sports but isnt good at them to come on to the team in his senior year. He did and as I expected he wasn't good. He isn't one of those cocksuckers that dont try and are on the team, he just naturally isnt good and he still tries, and I respect that more than anything. One practice, after I realized he deserved to get better I personally taught him how to do a downstart and he immediately improved, and to be honest it made me feel awesome. Similar thing in gym, playing football and I just incorporated kids into the game that normally wouldnt be and we won the championship by a lot and you could tell the kids felt good about themselves. 

I want to be a fitness trainer I guess, making people better while including fitness..? It all makes sense! But personally I feel like all my years of schooling would go to waste and my mind would be put to better use somewhere else :/ just a life of pickles.

Boston

Today a bombing went off towards the end of the finish line of the Boston Marathon which is a terrible terrible thing. I want to say that everyone involved in helping out we are truly grateful for and we are praying for all of those affected, whether injured or know someone who was there. That's all I will really say about that, because I hate stuff like that though.

I did make a slight joke about it which is probably too soon, but I honestly hate when everyone gets all sentimental about it I DONT KNOW. I tweeted "But the Red Sox won!" and I got shit for it. Give me shit for it if you're up there helping people out, not just sitting at home watching the news, that doesn't do any good for anyone. But seriously...its a good thing for the city that the Red Sox did win and hopefully they do win their next couple of games to help bring morale of the city up.

The attack, doesn't make any sense to me. The Boston Marathon is a big deal and large event which is the only thing that is any bit logical about the attack. Being that it was multiple explosions you have to figure that someone knew what they were doing to get this done, so maybe some sort of military or a terrorist group. All in all though I don't think it is that hard nowadays, with the internet, to make a bomb. Dissection: The attack happened at the end of the race towards the finish line, which is poor placement for the people that were looking to seriously harm or injure people. You have to figure that the finish line probably has the most paramedics due to the fact that people are just finishing a freaking marathon and might faint collapse and need to be checked out etc etc. Also why not the start? The start of the race is so compact and dense with people that it would harm so many more without immediate help. Whereas the finish line may have spectators but not as many runners being its pretty easy to split up over 26.2 miles.

End of the day those who did it should be punished, make them run a marathon and then blow them up :p

Refresh

I'm here rewriting this blog because no one cares. With that said I'm not the person I was a year ago and I don't like to look back on what is done and can't be changed, only to look ahead for the future, that's why I erased my previous posts.

I would put some information about me, but I'm not going to because I'm too interesting..? ;) This is here more so you can see what I go through everyday (or however often I post) and take it how you want to.

Today I had a track meet so I was seriously hydrating, and ended up going to the bathroom multiple times. The first time I went I saw something that got me so pissed off at the moment, somehow forgot about it, and thinking about it again gets me so utterly infuriated I want to hit something. I had just finished going to the bathroom, as I was washing my hands a special ed student walked in. Now if I had to guess he has some sort of Aspergers where he is socially off and maybe a little slow, but has true interest in specific odd things (trains). He came in and started talking to me and we were just talking whatever pretty casually about his youtube account and how he made a profile picture for it with the schools photoshop program. Then these two douchebags walk in and immediately made a comment to the handicapped kid that were snarky and obviously they were making fun of him. Being socially inept I dont think he really understood that they were making fun of him. But the fact that these two motherfuckers were putting him down to his face in the bathroom with no one around but me got me so mad. All tough shit walking in and trashing this kid when hes defenseless and has literally never harmed anyone? FUCK THAT. The thing that I regret most is that I didn't say anything other than give them dirty looks, and then I left the bathroom leaving the kid by himself. I decided I'm going to be going to the bathroom around that same time from now on and if I catch those kids, there will be hell to pay.